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This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you

Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go..


♥ PROFILE

Raynian


Said hello to the world at 030794 and i expect presents ^^
Meridian Junior College (Graduated!)
Currently spending valentine
alone

you know? suddenly music became my passion..

 

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Angela's unpredictable-always Amanda intangible-reality
Bryan  dumbassthebryan
Cassandra cest-la-viie
Claudsen enchanted-lies
Chenxi every-day-love
Cheow Heng aisisi-chaos
Cherrin x-neveragain
Ching Yen littlemiss-nutmeg
Christabel th-silhouette
Class blog 2G empire0f-2g-08
Dewi silver-cascade
Han Yong catastrophichanyong
Hui Ling behind-thdoor
Jasmine opene-knot
Jeslyn thmasquerade
Jie Lin strangersuck
Jun Hao thehao
Jun Wei donotknowhowtoblog
Kalinda findxanadu
Lixin g-oodbyeeloves
Pearlyn r-hapsodize
Rrosth xiiaosort0nqq-rp-lorves
Sakina disastrous-dream
Seri sweet-lifes
Ting Yong luv3-confusi0n
WeiHao iiewashere
Yi Qing w0bupei
Xin Fei ohmytianxz
Zarinar  th-bittersweet-love
Zenna the-lastromanc-eee

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Monday, June 30, 2008
8:09 PM

Boat Come to Bridge Sure Straight xD!

Anyway just wanna inform you all I going for competition on the following dates : 8/7/08, 10/7/08, 15/7/08 and 16/7/08.

8th and 15th will be going at around 7+ haha!! Sing National Song jiu go liao!

So.. YAY!! Wish me luck!!


And hor to Kalinda.. No need say sorry la!!! I told euu its my fault luh.. =.='''
Really.. I dunno euu reading anot leh =.=

Hope my luck good ba!



Emoing is really painfull..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Sunday, June 29, 2008
9:53 AM

Ok.. I know I said quite long but... Someone told to post this..

CVSS Student beware!!


Wan do these kind of things.. Hide luh...

Ok.. Thats it.. I done it liao...


Somehow.. Deep inside me.. I can sense love..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

9:26 AM

Its gonna be quite awhile before i blog again... I have no mood to blog at all.. Cause of something and somebody..

Na.. Not your fault.. Dun keep say sorry.. As if sorry has a cure..

If sorry can cure everything, there would not be so much problems in the world.. Really...


Wish you good luck in everything..

Dun worry... You will see me again de xD


And readers.. Sorry I won't be blogging for quite awhile.. But hey.. Who knows.. I might come back again...


So.. Cya...

Is it true.. That nothing gonna change? Tell me how?

Love is making the special someone happy.. Even if it means you might be unhappy..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

12:05 AM



Great video.. Almost made me cry...

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Saturday, June 28, 2008
11:37 PM

When jokes turn bad... Friends turn to enemies..


Honestly... You can joke about stupid things.. I dun mind.. But that is the last straw..

You cannot make someone dun like euu... You also cannot make someone like euu..

Just be yourself..


Even if everyone hates you.. You are you.. Nobody can change it..


Forget it whats the point of telling you.. You'll simply reply a LOL and walk off...
Thats euu... Sometimes I wonder...

I wish to be the me.. 3 years ago...

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

10:15 PM

Ok gals.. Here a treat for ya.. The secret to know if a guy really likes you or not xD

Here are some tips luh..

1) When suspecting that a guy likes you, do not observe him, instead observe his friends! YES they will know it! YES!! They will usually nudge him, smile at you when HE is near euu.. Really!

2) They will usually stare at you from far and when they see you look at them, they will turn away and act normal as if you are not even there.. Most boys are shy within..

3) When in a large group, they will usually try to start a conversation with you ( although most of the time they fail.. ) But that is an obvious sign.. If they ignore what everyone is doing.. Like as if there is only you and him..

These are some of the lot of how to know.. Remember.. If they confess to euu.. Let them know an answer right away.. Dun say I'll consider or Dun say anything.. They will usually be hurt deep inside... LOL!!!!!

By : Your truly.. Prof Ray xDD



tuba0ba0!!!

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

6:02 PM

Changed my blog song.. I heard this song by accident.. Somehow, I remind me of HER

The thing that linger within me is : Why? Why did I confessed to euu? After saying it out... You give me no reply....... Yes or No...

The answer that i wanna hear... The one answer that cause me to... Feel sad... Feel broken down...


cause I love you...

And I need you.....


Love is a word until you meet someone that gives it a meaning...

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

3:46 PM

Euu know hor.. Sometime euu know de boy like euu but he never confess de.. Sometimes u wonder why..

Well... Most of the time unless the boy is sure euu like him, he would almost dun confess.. But at the end still confess la.. LOL..

Boy are always scared of rejection de luh.. Some boy hor.. Too rush.. Suddenly go confess.. Sure ti0 reject de!

I tell euu luh.. Falling in love with someone whu does nt like euu is.. Hurtful.. painful...

Imagine luh

Boy: I... I like euu
Girl : EWWW get away from me sick jerk..

( Boy walks away.. Acting normal ) Reach home sure emo de...

Lol.. Ya..

You pretend nothing has happen... What about me? Dun you care at all?

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

1:42 PM

Changed a blog skin =D

New experience ma.. Then I anyhow design picture.. ( No inspiration )

Honestly... I dun like coding from scratch so copy ppl base code xDDD

So hahaha...






Love euu? Love Mee?

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

11:25 AM

Eleanor Roosevelt is a great man... his quote is soo true.. and meaningful..

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift

Whatever happens yesterday.. Let go of it.. Thinking about i cannot change anything...

Tomorrow us a mystery. It teaches us to anticipate what i going to happen tomorrow and have a happy feeling about it..

Today is a gift.. Cherish what happen today.. No matter what happen.. It will only happen once in your life...

Many people will walk in and out of your life,
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.
Anger is only one letter short of danger.
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.
Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.
He who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others.
You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.
Friends, you and me....
You brought another friend....
And then there were 3....
We started our group....
Our circle of friends....
And like that circle....
There is no beginning or end....

To realise the value of one year, ask a student who failed a grade.
To realise the value of one month, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realise the value of one week, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realise the value of one hour, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realise the value of one minute, ask a person who just missed a train.
To realise the value of one second, ask someone who just avoided an accident.
To realise the value of one millisecond, ask the person who won a silver medal at the olympics.

Yup... Some meaningful phrase...


Em0.. Cause missing is a misery..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

10:16 AM

Rise and shine... Its 8 a.m that I woke up..... Thinking of euu..

Woken up then see phone luh.. No msg luh >.<
Duno why these few days i am always waiting for msg... Euu know whose msg i am waiting for luh..

Why.. She so carefree while I so... Oh nvm ba...
I cant read other ppl mind de...



Wei Hao keep telling me.. "Be more confident.." Lol...
And Bryan keep saboing me de....


And jeslyn keep... Changing URL!!!


I duno la... Lets hope a miracle appear? And 5th is coming.. My sms!!!

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

12:08 AM

Euu!!!


Yes Euu!!1 Dun turn your head around. So late still no sleep!!!


Oh well... I sleeping too liao..

Saying " Good Nite to HER!!!'

If she is even seeing....

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Friday, June 27, 2008
10:41 PM

Actually I relieased alot of thing by thinking of my past....

LOVE.. Is very very hard de thing lai de.... Why did god created love? Not as in family love but bgf de love....

Euu can say she your stead you trust her.. But when you see them together with another boi/gal euu feel jealous? Yes.. I understand... After all... LOL

Den.. Euu like them dat time euu like.. I wan stead with euu... Then stead liao.. Very jealous like wan break patch break patch de.... Thats teen love... Puppy love...

Den true love really cannot say.. Eh I like euu... Its true love de luh... It only develop after a few years of relation de...

When you are in love.. Sacrifices are needed... And you need to know their friends well de...

All of these.. Make love very hard.. And I dunno why...

1st Love out of the all is the easiest and hardest fall for euu..

1st love euu not really experienced.. Then very easily like someone for unknown reason ( experienced =P )

Then after your 1st love break, you tend to fall back the hardest.. Cause euu never experienced this b4.. It actually took me 4 months to fully recover luh...

So I saying.. Love is hard.. But sweet...

By Prof raynian ( Love doctor ) OMG.. LAME LA!!1


Actually say all that cause bored! And I emoing at home...


=( Emo SUX

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

10:13 PM

我想要忘记

And I am bored..









so bored...

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

8:58 PM

MISSING IS A MISERY....

Cause the pain.. Euu cnt experience it..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

8:19 PM

When you are not in love.. You wish you are in love..But when you in love.. The feelings.. Really hard to describe...


Today was like so boring la.. First lesson LangArts then Ms koh come teach us.. She teach us for thurs and fri.. She teach Friedrich I and Bryan was not even paying attention =.=.. Den at the end of the lesson she say "I hope euu heard what i wanted euu all to do.." Then I was like HUH?? LOL.. Den during her lesson I keep telling Bryan how to stead sandy =.=''

Keep teaching him the "ways".. aiya... I just encouraging him ma.. After all I and him frenz 7 years liao ma.. Half of my life leh!

Then Mr Tan lesson I forget bring science workbook =.=''.. den slack luh.. Den Mr Tan cut new hairstyle den bryan suaning him "I Dun like crude cut!" Lol.. Den Mr Tan say "At least I more handsome den euu!" LOL.. Whole class peng..

And walking with Nicholas today then saw Kalinda.. Then I duno luh.. We laugh? Siao right.. Laugh hahahahahaha...

ystd I told bryan I wan fake emo.. Den realy become emo... well.. because of her? I dunno..

Anyway I confessed.. I dunno did I do th right thing.. Lets see what happens from here.. haix...
=((


Then I told Bryan got four stage of love.. ( Boys de.. Gal flip it around )

You like her she dun like euu ( very Very Sad)
You like her she like euu ( Man.. You lucky bastard.. )
You dun like her she like euu ( Wow... I mean.. Lucky? )
You dun like her she dun like euu ( NO LOVE NO LOVE!! )

Stupid right.. ?




I dream.. Of a dream... where euu..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Sunday, June 22, 2008
3:05 PM

Nothing seems right...

Had a strange dream last night.. Why? Is it a indication? I duno...

Went to see doctor.. Nice man =) Gave me MC haha.. What he say to me i dunwan reveal =P But he gave me loads of medicine.. haix =(

Play Maple abit.. Was like "Please.. Why I hunt so long no Maple Eqs de?" Then poof! I got a Maple Bow haha... But WA 50 nia..

Tomorrow Bowling and sch reopen.. And I finally can see her xD


So ya... Lets see ba... Th Dream Woken me up.. From th love..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

2:14 AM

Missing is misery...

And I haven't go doctor yet.. Change to tomorrow morning.. Also getting a MC so can skip The punggol marshal duty =)

I guess... I change my Blog song LOL.. And I dunno luh.. Today chiong abit Maple.. Then bored liao... Went cut hair LOL... Now so short..


//And\\ I cnt sms her.. Sad.. Bao.. Oh well.. Wait til 5th July ba.. Soon ler soon ler =(

See wad doc say tmr ba.. he say nvm I wont go find doc ler! Unless more wierd things happen la.. If not no nid find ENT ba..

So ya... Bless me ba... xD

i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u . Unreplacable

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Friday, June 20, 2008
8:09 PM

Yesterday is history.. Tomorrow's a mystery and today's a gift.. Thats why its call present..

Saw her at school today.. Haix....

Went school for gym training luh.. Somehow these few gym training my left hand like very weak luh.. Haix...

My lymph node got shrink liao.. Phew.. But not completely.. Tomorrow going see another doctor? I dunnoe.. But since it shrink on its own I will say its not something serious.. Seeing I have no symptoms of any diesease.. And the worst part is no sign of infection.. If infection at least can cure easily but haix...

So.. Ya.. See how it goes ba.. Will post after see doctor..

Oh and school reopening liao.. 3 more days.. My homework haven't finish leh =P

So ya..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Sunday, June 15, 2008
8:30 PM

7 letters 3 word 1 meaning...

Today my lymph node still big.. Haix.. And its hard.> Which is scary.. Cause hard can = cancer or other thing so worried...

And my Archer finally became a hunter =D See pictures... Hope I will be ok ..


Pics :

Almost lv 30!

Finally!

Yea 2nd job!

2nd job quest..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

1:47 AM

Missing is a misery~

Today chiong maple luh.. Cause really nothing to do ma.. Den at night must go dinner.. Then go bugis village buy shirt.. The uncle kind man =D Give me free membership to Spade thanks!!

The lymph node still abit swollen.. Went to buy 10 more tablet of medi.. Quick shrink leh.. haix...
Dam scary liddat.. keep feeling two node in my neck luh.. Somemore hard de haix.. But shrink quite abit liao la..

Some random maple picture?

noob de time=D


Lol... Low level



orbis PQing =D



Zakuming =D


My newest Eridanus Cha.. hnto0snipe =D




i love euu... those 3 word i long to say to euu..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Friday, June 13, 2008
10:27 PM

Sms exploded... Oh So Sad..

Decided not to train my Cass Cha ( So Sad ) So I decided to start anew and train at Eridanus =D
LOL me is Archer so dun expect so much.. I wan get ranger ma.. Their skill super cool....


3rd job far away liao.. Maybe end of this year ba.. I duno.. Maybe next year cause my training time vary de luh... Sad..

Went to doctor cause of the swollen lymph node in my neck luh.. Was quite big.. He say dun worry but how dun worry sia.. Given me 10 Sinsia Tablet and it shrink it abit but ran out of it liao.. Tomorrow going buy again.. Pray to god its nothing.. Cause i read from internet if it is fixed or hard then mor dangerous and mine is quite hard so dunno..

If no heal in 2 weeks then i go see doctor again ba... Til then wish me luck ba~

i miss euu i really do... Misery..

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Tuesday, June 10, 2008
1:12 PM

Oh So emo...

And I so miss euu

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Sunday, June 8, 2008
10:14 PM

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
#1 Han Yong
#2 Nicholas
#3 Bryan
#4 Cleon
#5 kalinda
#6 Wei Kiam
#7 Yi Qing
#8 Chee Zheng
#9 Wei Hao
#10 Seri
#11 Sandy
#12 Jasmine
#13 Amanda
#14 Angela
#15 Daniel
#16 Aufar
#17 Xin Da
#18 Wen Jun
#19 Edmund
#20 Celine

How did you meet #14?
Primary 6 de time ba >.<

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
LOL PEACE!!

What if #9 and #20 dated?
Wei Hao and Celine?? IMPOSIBBLE!!

Would #6 and #17 date?
Wei Kiam and Xin Da? GHEY...

Describe #3.
Bryan, horny and "tall" =D

Is #8 attractive?
Chee Zheng? EWW.. Ok ba.. Too bad cnt win S.... hehe

Describe #7.
Yi Qing.. Jay CHou siao eh!!!

Know any of #12 family members?
Jasmine.. I don't even wanna know!

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that he likes you?
Wen Jun.. I DUNWANNA BE A GHEY!!

What language does #15 speak? ming en ._.
Chinese, English Sai Gong language?

Who is #9 going out with?
Wei Hao.. Haha J... =D

How old is #16?
aufar.. 14?

When is the last time you spoke to #13?
Amanda.. Today?

Who is #2's favourite band/singer?
Nicholas.. IDK?

Would you ever date #4?
Cleon.. NO WAY HE GT HIS CHE...

Would you ever date#1?
Han Yong.. NEVER....

Is #19 single?
Edmund.. Never... He casanova de =D

What is #10's last name?
Seri.. SIBALI!!! ELEPHANT!!

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
Sandy? NO WAY.. she got ppl liao..

School of #3?
Bryan.. CVSS luh..

Where does #6 live?
wei kia, behing punggol plaza

What's your favourite thing about #5?
Kalinda.. Um haha.. I dont know..

Have you seen #2 naked?
Define Naked =D

Okay, here are FIVE unlucky people I've chosen to do this survey:
Bryan, Jie Lin, Sandy, NIcholas, CLEON

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..

Monday, June 2, 2008
12:38 AM

OMG..

I chionged Maple the whole 2 day sia.. No time blog now finally have time liao... Feeling sleepy and I tomorrow got bowling camp! Woot~~

I finally got my Maple Karstan! And its godly abv avg!

Avg : Wa: 85 Str+ 3 Acc+35
Mine: Wa:89 Str+3 Acc+36

LOL.. And i buy 1 scroll for PA 60% to scroll... And.. IT WORKED! So now my Karstan wa is 91.. Woot

Ok ok.. I so stupid last time go do fpq earn lesser exp.. Taf u dam chiongster..

My Char:

Raynian
Lvl: 64
EXP : 71.56%

Money : 88k
Bank: 6m


I brought my full Lv 60 equip and lv 70 liao... Offically broke T.T

Said that I love you...
and i still do so much..